Monday, February 2, 2015

“Once more unto the breach, dear friends, once more...*"

Oh, dear William, here we are again. "the blast of war blows in our ears..." and so we "...imitate the action of the tiger.” or else we'll "close the wall up with our...dead"* weight! I've been at this long enough to know that this might just be another unsuccessful skirmish but what's a veteran of the weight wars to do?

The last time I wrote in this "journal," some nearly 6 years now, I was focused on an entirely different concern: the safe return of my eldest son from captivity in Nigeria and the subsequent news on fate of the film that put him in harms way. That was a different sort of war, one of mostly words--and tears and prayers. But that crisis is behind us now; he is safely ensconced in the democracy of the new world and not, luckily, in any imminent danger of being detained except perhaps by his 4-year-old son.

No, this is a battle of a different sort; the battle to free the more slender version of me from the captivity of this prison of obesity. I know I'm still in there somewhere and I'm trying once again, as Shakespeare admonishes me, to "Stiffen the sinews, summon up the blood,
Disguise fair nature with hard-favour'd rage..."*

And so, this time I am trying a version of a diet, in which I follow a strict protocol of what to eat (easier than listing what not to eat!) and take natural supplements including HCG (human chorionic gonadotropin) drops. Apparently you can get the HCG in an injection (ouch!) but I personally like the play on words provided by "drops." As in, I plan to "drop" enough "drops" so that I "drop" the fat/pounds/weight before I "drop!" I know, I've read the stuff on the drops--the good and the bad--and frankly, the truth is that like King Henry V, I'm desperate and will try just about anything as long as I lose weight in so doing.

The first two days of the "diet" (Phase 1) the soldier is supposed to stuff herself, primarily with carbs, primarily to store up stores for the body to retrieve as on day 3 (Phase 2) the rations will cut dramatically. We are even told we should plan to gain significant amounts of weight in those first 2 days (and not to worry). Can I just say, I stuffed myself and gained a grand total of 1 (one) pound?! (also, not to worry) I wonder what this means? But while I wonder, I have to confess that as in most human endeavors (it seems to me anyway) the breathless anticipation of actually having to eat (No one heretofore has ever told me I MUST eat. I'm not sure why...) far exceeded the banal activity of actually doing so. I found myself not wanting to eat, to actually being nauseated by the very thought of having to stuff more food into my satiated stomach.  And this was not because of the culinary options! I made sure to provide myself with fattening foods that I love (apparently a lot) and all the alcohol I could consume safely. And it all Made. Me. Sick. 

What evil cunning and deceit is this, designed to make me nearly desperate to abandon all my favorite foods and drinks so that I want only the meager and plain foods of this diet! I couldn't wait for my "loading" days to be over! And so, they are. And so begins Phase 2.  Ah, chicken breasts, garlic and spinach I love thee!

*William Shakespeare, Henry V"

Monday, March 16, 2009

Update on Sweet Crude

Dear Diary: This just in from Leslye:

Dear Friends of Sweet Crude:

We have some happy announcements to share with you.

SWEET CRUDE PREMIERE

We’re thrilled to announce the Sweet Crude world premiere! After years of hard work, we are – as we speak – bringing the film over the finish line.

We will be at the Full Frame Documentary Film Festival, which runs from April 2nd through April 5th in Durham, NC. We are excited to have the primo Saturday night screening time, April 4th. Sweet Crude is one of 55 documentaries selected from more than 1200 submissions for the New Docs program. Learn more about the festival at fullframefest.org. If you can swing it, we would love to see you there.

There will be more festivals – and we’ll pass along the details as soon as we know them.

RAISE IT: SWEET CRUDE FREEDOM MIX BENEFIT CONCERT – celebrating one year free!

Hard to believe it’s been a year since we were writing to you about the crew’s detainment in the Niger Delta. In April 2008, Sandy Cioffi and crew members Sean Porter, Tammi Sims and Cliff Worsham returned to the Niger Delta to finish the film. While on their way to a shoot, they and their Nigerian guide Joel Bisina were picked up on the waterways by the Nigerian military. They were held in military prison and interrogated for a week. Thanks to a huge effort by many friends, family, organizations and elected officials who brought pressure on the Nigerian government, they were released. But their footage was confiscated for good. On their way to prison, during a terrifying truck ride under armed guard, music helped the crew make it through the night. They created a spontaneous iPod playlist and the powerful songs gave them comfort and hope.

We’ve planned a one-of-a-kind evening around the songs that made the difference that night. The Sweet Crude Freedom Mix will be performed by a fabulous group of singer/songwriters to help raise finishing funds for the film.

You’re cordially invited to RAISE IT. Your glass. Your voice. Your spirits. Your awareness. Cold hard cash.

The concert will feature local faves and out-of-town friends:

The Playlist Singers: Karen Pernick, Jen Todd, Mel Watson, Erin McKeown, Karyn Schwartz, Zoƫ Lewis, Jennifer Sutherland

The Playlist Band: Jen Todd, Mel Watson, Erin McKeown, Pam Barger, Barbara Marino, Kate Wolf

Plus special surprise guests!

April 15th, 2009

Two shows: 6:00pm and 9:00pm

The Triple Door, Seattle

Suggested donation: $30 - $1,000

Purchase online at www.thetripledoor.net or call 206.838.4333

More info here.

This will be an unforgettable show. Please join us if you can!

From all of us at Sweet Crude, thanks so much for your interest and support.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Detainees Absolved!!

Dear Diary:
From "The Vanguard" newspaper, December 1, 2008:

Court declares Bisina’s arrest by JTF unlawful E-mail
Written by Emma Amaize
Monday, 01 December 2008

A Federal High Court sitting in Benin City, Edo State, last Friday, declared the arrest, on April 12, of a Nigerian, Mr. Joel Bisina and three American filmmakers who were in Nigeria to shoot a documentary, entitled, “Sweet Crude” by men of the Joint Military Taskforce (JTF) as illegal and a breach of the constitution, and awarded N5 million damages against the Federal Government.

Mr. Bisina, a human rights activist and his foreign guests were whisked to Abuja by road the same day they were arrested and they spent about six days in the custody of the State Security Service (SSS) before they were released.

On his release, Bisina approached the Federal High Court through his counsel, Dr. Bello Orubebe, praying for declarations that his arrest, detention and harassment without access to his counsel and medical attention breached his fundamental human rights and asked for a cumulative damages of N15 million.

The respondents were the Attorney General of the Federation, the Chief of Defence Staff, Inspector General of Police, Commander of the Joint Military Task Force and the State Security Services.

The presiding judge, Justice M. B. Idris in his judgment granted all the prayers by the plaintiff and held that the arrest and detention of Bisina was illegal, unconstitutional and null and void, adding that the denial of access to medical personnel in itself also constitute breach of fundamental human rights.

Idris also declared as unconstitutional the demand for security pass by the military in the Niger- Delta waterways and ordered the defendants to tender unreserved public apology to the plaintiff and also pay him a compensation for general damages to the tune of N5 million.

Orubebe, counsel to the plaintiff speaking to reporters, described the judgment as an erudite, well written judgment, noting that it was not just a landmark judgment but that it had taken human right judgment and practice to the 21st century.

The Federal Government had earlier lost a preliminary objection in which it challenged the jurisdiction of the court to entertain the matter because of the non-compliance by the applicant with the provisions of Orders 2 rule 1(4) and Order 1 rule 2(3) of the Fundamental Rights (Enforcement Procedure) Rules 1979.

But counsel to the applicant “urged the court to hold that the application is properly before the court, and that where there is a right, there is a remedy”, relying on the case of Omoyinwa Vs Ogubiju (2003).
Idris in his ruling had held that “the applicant’s application is properly before this court…the objection taken by the 1st respondent has no merit and it is accordingly dismissed. No order as to cost.”

Sweet Crude the Movie is in Trouble!

Dear Friends of Sweet Crude:

We got some great news last week: our Nigerian-American colleague Joel Bisina, who was detained with the crew in April, won his suit against the Nigerian government for unlawful imprisonment. You can read about it at http://www.vanguardngr.com/content/view/23026/44/. This is a strong judgment for human rights. We are thrilled for Joel.

Unfortunately, being Americans, the rest of the crew have no legal recourse for damages. Which is why we’re counting on you.

We’ve only sold one-tenth of the posters we need to put Sweet Crude back on the solid footing necessary to finish the film. Right now we’re facing the heartbreaking possibility that we won’t be able to meet our final post-production costs.

If it’s within your means, PLEASE help. It’s quick, easy and urgently needed (and the poster is very cool!). Go to www.sweetcrudemovie.com/sabotage.

If you can’t buy a poster yourself, please help by spreading the word widely and consider making a smaller donation at www.sweetcrudemovie.com/getinvolved

Over the last two years and especially during our detainment, so many of you asked what you could do to help. This is the what. Now’s the time. We really need you.

Thanks so much.
Sandy Cioffi, Filmmaker

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

The Latest With Sweet Crude

Dear Friends of Sweet Crude:

 Heartfelt thanks for your support
 We need your help urgently (by December 5th)
 There’s a fabulous piece of art in it for you
 Read on for the details
 Or trust me and go directly to sweetcrudemovie.com/sabotage
 Check back between now and the 5th to see how we’re doing

As the holidays roll around, I’m thinking, what a year! It’s been exactly seven months since Cliff, Joel, Sean, Tammi and I walked out of Nigerian military prison. To all of you who helped secure our release, from the bottom of my heart, thank you.

We are so grateful to be back home and back to our lives. The detainment was tough on us, as you can imagine (of course not anywhere near as tough as things are for the people who live in the Niger Delta). What you might not know is the huge financial hit we took as a result of our imprisonment and the footage confiscated by the Nigerian SSS.

The Nigerian government tried their best to sabotage Sweet Crude in the hopes they could continue to suppress the truth about the Niger Delta. We can’t let them win.

I returned in April more determined than ever to finish this film. But we have a hole to dig out of to the tune of $30,000.

As much as I have and will continue to welcome your enthusiastic support, in this moment it’s money we need. I realize it’s not a great time to ask, given the current economic mess. But hey, at least this investment will yield you a beautiful piece of art instead of a loss.

For just $100, you’ll get to take a stand for journalistic freedom AND get a piece of Sweet Crude history.

We’ve created a custom designed, limited edition, hand printed Sabotage poster from the actual text messages exchanged between Nigeria and Seattle in the early hours of the detainment. More about this amazing piece here.

This is a quick hit fundraiser. On December 5th, we’ll print as many posters as we have orders for. Why December 5th? (Scroll down to find out.)

So don’t hit snooze. Get the details and place your order right now at sweetcrudemovie.com/sabotage.

I realize $100 may not be possible for everyone. If that’s the case, consider chipping in with some friends. What a great reason for a party, each time you pass the poster on to the next person to enjoy for awhile. On the other hand, if you can afford more than $100, I hope you’ll buy lots of posters (great gifts) or make a larger donation here.

Please forward this email as far and wide as you can.

Many thanks,
Sandy Cioffi, Filmmaker

P.S. Apologies if you get this email more than once – we’re using multiple lists to make sure we reach everyone we know.

Why December 5th?
December 5th 2008 is the 75th anniversary of the repeal of Prohibition. So what does this have to do with Sweet Crude? Well, you might know that John D. Rockefeller lobbied hard for the 18th Amendment. But what few people know is why. Teetotaling aside, according to some reports, John D. was really after Prohibition rather than Temperance, thereby shutting down the ethyl alcohol our ingenious and frugal forebears were distilling to fuel their vehicles. How else would Standard Oil, recently stripped of its monopoly, continue to capitalize on the burgeoning automobile industry? So now you know the rest of the story – or at least the theory of some theorists out there. We needed a deadline for our fundraiser and thought it fitting to commemorate this little known chapter in the annals of oil profiteering (and oil profiteering disguised as a religious crusade, at that).

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

July 22, 2008

Dear Diary:
Sorry for the long delay but here's an update:

Dear Friends of Sweet Crude Movie:

What music would you pick to keep it together under the most terrifying of circumstances? Find out what songs got the Sweet Crude crew through a horrific night ride under armed guard during their detainment in Nigeria. Filmmaker Sandy Cioffi was interviewed recently by KUOW about the playlist. Listen to the interview here. (Sandy is 34 minutes into the Sound Focus broadcast.) You can also find the link at sweetcrudemovie.com.

On other fronts: We are deep in editing, pedaling like mad to finish the film by the Sundance festival deadline. We are scheduling some fundraisers. And still doing what we can to call for third-party monitored negotiations to resolve the deteriorating situation in the Niger Delta.

More news when we have it.

As always, many thanks for your interest and support.

Friday, May 23, 2008

May 23, 2008

Dear Diary:
More exciting press for Sweet Crude! Check this out:

Dear Friends of Sweet Crude:

Just a quick note to let you know that CNN International’s Inside Africa program this week features two segments about the Niger Delta, one of them about Sweet Crude!

Check out the program descriptions at http://www.cnn.com/2007/WORLD/africa/12/28/inside.africa/ -- the third and fourth stories in the “read” tab. Beginning on Wednesday, you should be able to access videos in the “video” tab.

Inside Africa airs in limited markets in the U.S. We are told that Comcast and Time Warner cable carry it and that this week’s show will air at 12:30 pm Saturday, May 24th. We are unable to find it in any tv listings – it’s possible it airs inside another CNN show. We hope you can find it in your location.

If you are outside the U.S., you should have better luck. Inside Africa airs widely in Europe, the Middle East, Africa, Latin America and Asia. Check the Inside Africa web site mentioned above for schedules.

One more thing: A couple of days ago, we told you about the Seattle Times editorial and blog entry. There’s a place for you to comment on the story here: http://blog.seattletimes.nwsource.com/edcetera/2008/05/think_130_a_barrel_is_high_for.html. If a bunch of us say thanks for the story or offer some thoughts, the Times will know this is an issue people care about and one they should continue to cover. So we hope you will take a minute to do this.

As always, thanks so much for your interest and support

Thursday, May 22, 2008

May 22, 2008

Dear Diary:
Here's the latest from the Sweet Crude team:

Dear Friends of Sweet Crude:

For the last two and a half years, we’ve been working to not only make a movie, but to make change. If you’re reading this email, it’s because you’ve expressed interest, offered support or taken action to help with that change.

Thank you. Every phone call made, email sent, screening attended, meeting arranged, conversation had, dollar spent…every moment of attention you've given is paying off.

Today, it feels like we’re close to a tipping point. There’s momentum for change in the Niger Delta. The world is starting to pay attention—and we believe it's not too late.

With our crew safely home, we’ve met with the offices of the 14 lawmakers who signed the letter calling for their release. Congressional commitments have been made to focus on the Delta and figure out the right action to take. The media has stepped up, not only with coverage, but the right kind of coverage. Two hundred Seattleites showed up on a rainy Monday night to talk about the issues. People are learning about and caring about this place, so far away yet so connected to our lives in the U.S. This is a hopeful and powerful moment.

This editorial was published in the Seattle Times today. http://seattletimes.nwsource.com/html/opinion/2004427194_lynne21.html

You can listen to a podcast and comment on the story here: http://blog.seattletimes.nwsource.com/edcetera/2008/05/think_130_a_barrel_is_high_for.html

Please take this opportunity to make your voice heard.

Check the News page of our web site—we’ll be updating it frequently with Sandy’s latest radio interviews and other media coverage. We’ve also added a page with some action steps, including an easy way to thank the U.S. legislators who spoke out during the detainment: http://www.sweetcrudemovie.com/getInvolved.php

In taking a stand for human rights, environmental rights and justice in the Niger Delta, we stand up for people everywhere who are dehumanized and disregarded in the name of resources like oil. In taking a stand for third-party monitored, all-inclusive stakeholder negotiations, we stand up for preventive diplomacy that could turn this crisis from the path to war.

This is the time to continue to educate, agitate and advocate. From resource control to journalistic suppression to militancy to international accountability—it’s a big conversation. Let’s keep talking.

Very best from all of us at Sweet Crude Movie

Friday, May 9, 2008

May 9, 2008

Dear Diary:
As promised...there is more news happening around Sweet Crude. Folks can listen/watch/read an interview between Sandy Cioffi, the director, and an interviewer with Democracy Now. Here's the link: http://www.democracynow.org/2008/5/9/free_from_nigerian_military_custody_sweet. For those in the Seattle area there will be a forum on Monday evening, May 19, at Kane Hall at the UW. More details to follow. And word has it that Sandy is also scheduled for a CNN interview. More details also to follow.

Sean says he is doing well. He just has a different perspective on life now. He may get more involved in documentaries...and travel. But this Mama Camel knows that he has to follow his dream wherever that takes him...

Monday, April 28, 2008

April 28, 2008

Dear Diary:
Life seems to be getting back to normal...whatever that is! We continued to be astonished at the outpouring of love and support. I've posted photos of just a few of the many well-wishes and printed prayers, along with some photos of the senders, that Laurie, Mattie and I put up on 2 of the bulletin boards (approx. 6 ft x 4 ft each) in Sean & Laurie's loft. The effect for Sean was deeply profound. He took an audible breath in, expressed disbelief and began "hungrily" devouring each word while all the time exclaiming how amazing it all was. It is a rare moment indeed when a person finds himself in a situation such as this in which he can see such striking evidence of a life well-lived--innumerable friends expressing love and support. Normally this type of evidence is only seen at a memorial service. To be able to live to see it is a gift indeed.

The story does not end here. There will be more to report as time goes on. "Sweet Crude" is still alive and well.

Thursday, April 24, 2008

April 24, 2008 4:34 p.m.

Dear Diary:
Many folks have shown an interest in hearing the crew's story in their own words. Here's the full text of their press statement made on Monday at the press conference:

Statement
from the crew of Sweet Crude
after release from Nigerian SSS Detention
Sunday, April 20, 2008
We want to begin with the most important message, which is our deep gratitude for all
of the support, tireless work and commitment to securing our release from the Nigerian
State Security Services. We’d like to specifically thank Senators Maria Cantwell and
Jon Tester for their immediate and swift action on our behalf. Additionally, we’d like to
express our thanks to the 12 other Senators and Representatives who signed and
delivered a letter on our behalf to the Nigerian President Yar’Ardua. We have been
informed that this level of Congressional support is unprecedented. We would also like
to acknowledge the US Ambassador to Nigeria, Robin Sanders, who courageously
advocated for our release with the highest security authorities in Nigeria. We commend
the staff of the US Consular Division in Abuja for their vigilant work to secure what was
by Nigerian terms a swift release. In particular, we are grateful to Victoria Coffineau
who was literally our lifeline during our detention. And most specifically, we want to
acknowledge our friends and family for their relentless pursuit of justice on our behalf.
It is impossible for us, at this early stage of homecoming, to even begin to grasp the
reach and depth of support we’ve received. During the most difficult hours of detention,
we resolutely knew that you were all feverishly and effectively doing all you could to
bring us home and it literally was what got us through. To all of you, we can only say
the most sincere thank you.
We’d like you to know that you extended your influence, support and reputations for
people who, contrary to reports from the Nigerian Government, were doing work in the
Niger Delta lawfully, responsibly, honorably and with all proper permission and
advanced notification to all authorities necessary. The Nigerian Government has
continued to claim that we were in a location that required advanced authorization and
permitting. One report went so far as to claim that we did not even secure visas prior to
our arrival. This is entirely false.
The facts are as follows: We have been working in and out of the Niger Delta since
November of 2005 openly, with a very careful commitment to knowing who’s who and
what’s what in the complex world of the Niger Delta. We entered the country with
business visas and letters of invitation stating explicitly that we would be filming to
complete Sweet Crude. Nigerian law, prior to our detention, did not state that special
permits were needed for any travel within the country. This is an excuse posed after
the fact and directly intended to be an intentional systematic and dangerous
suppression of journalism in the Niger Delta. Moreover, we know that had we applied to
the Joint Task Force or JTF, with a complete itinerary of our every location, it could
have put us at further risk rather than secured our safety. The JTF is a Nigerian
military task force specifically put in place to police—or as most Niger Delta residents
see it, to militarize—the Niger Delta because of the oil there.
It is important to understand that it is widely known that many soldiers in the JTF are
corrupt, and are in fact themselves involved in oil bunkering and ransom deals for
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hostages while they abuse their power to play both of sides of the fence. As
responsible journalists, we have developed relationships with locals in the communities
where we have been filming. In a place like the Niger Delta, with the stakes so high,
the players so numerous and loyalties so difficult to discern, it is imperative that the
work be done to learn who can be trusted. At the time that we were intercepted by the
JTF, we were traveling with our dear colleague, Nigerian-American, Joel Bisina, to his
childhood village in Egbema. Joel has been clear with us that traveling to local
villages with members of the JTF is neither wise nor safe. To do so would place the
people living in those communities at risk, hinder people’s trust to work with us and
place ourselves in the hands of the entity most interested in preventing us from telling
the world the true story of what is occurring in an area producing more of U.S. oil than
Saudi Arabia.
At 9:00 am on Saturday, April 12t h, the five of us were together in a boat with our
camera bags zipped and packed away. Even though military rule officially ended in
Nigeria in 1999, the Niger Delta, for all intents and purposes, continues to be an
occupied land. We approached a JTF checkpoint and were instructed to pull over. Joel
exchanged words with the officer on duty. In their interaction, what started as routine
harassment by the JTF of a local Nigerian man who understood all too well that he was
implicitly being asked for money, Joel decided not to capitulate. He was bringing four
of his colleagues to complete filming for a documentary and to meet his mother. He
argued with the officer, reminding him that he had every right to lawfully travel to his
village with his friends. In response, the JTF officer ordered all of us out of the boat to
go inside and wait in the Commanding Officer’s headquarters. Then this routine
harassment turned into our bags being searched and the situation shifted to the target
being us as well as Joel. At first we were told we were being held for our own safety.
How could they know if we were being kidnapped by Joel, they said. And even if we
weren’t, they needed to stop us from going to a dangerous place. This is fully
disingenuous.
In all the time that we were detained, not one officer ever asked one of us if we felt
unsafe or were being held hostage. In fact, when I first discussed our situation with an
SSS or State Security Services officer about why we were being detained, he said
smugly “If you are heading into the creeks and don’t feel unsafe, that must mean you
know locals, so we know who you are.” What is meant by this is that Americans working
to tell the story of what people in the Niger Delta say is their just right to have control
over the way oil is produced and revenue distributed, not to mention political
representation and constitutional issues—that when these Americans come to do this
work, they are considered spies by the Nigerian government. All of this is part of a
pattern. Nigerian authorities have been systematically harassing, detaining and
arresting foreign and domestic journalists to send a message that no one should come
to report about the Niger Delta.
At 2:00 pm on Saturday, April 12t h, after a series of excuses about why we were still
being held, including because there were no life jackets in the boat—a laughable idea
in a place where no one has life jackets on boats—they searched our bags. The second
they saw cameras in our bags, they signaled to call their superior officers to escalate
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the case. Within two hours, the five of us were being driven to an army base in Warri,
when I overheard there would be an arrest number and a charge of sabotage.
Fortunately, they had not confiscated our cell phones and Tammi was able to text about
our situation in depth until the next difficult moment of escalation, when we were told
we would be taken to Abuja and our cell phones were confiscated. By getting the word
out early, our incredible team here put a series of steps in motion that really saved us,
and I mean literally. No one would tell me why we were being arrested or what we were
being charged with. In fact we were never given an answer in earnest to this question,
or to why we were denied access to communication or attorneys. It was only when one
officer turned control of us over to another and we heard the words, “They are your
prisoners now” that we knew for certain we were indeed prisoners.
Contrary to reports from the Nigerian government that we were flown to Abuja, we were
not flown; but rather driven in two trucks with six heavily armed soldiers in each truck
on a 7 ½ hour harrowing ride through the night and numerous check points. Ironically,
one of the biggest warnings on the US State Department website is not to drive at night
in Nigeria. We now know why. For us, one of the saddest parts of this was the reckless
danger that those young soldiers were placed in to accompany people who were to be
illegally detained, who the JTF knew full well were not a security risk to their nation. In
Abuja, the JTF turned us over to the SSS.
We want to explain in very brief detail the difficulty of being detained by the SSS in
Nigeria because we are keenly aware that what we experienced is only a small taste of
the unimaginable brutality that has been leveled on Nigerians who have come before
us. The SSS and Nigerian government are renowned for fabrication of evidence and
facts of cases. Our State Department was doing their best work; but they were up
against consistent misinformation and an inability to meet with us privately during the
duration of our detainment. Therefore, our intent is to shed light on what a Nigerian
man who apologized to us as we were leaving the country called “the last gasps of the
dark days of a few men owning so much that they would do anything to keep people
from talking about it.” He asked us to come back and tell you that it is only with
something like this incident that American attention can help to sway the Nigerian
government toward due process and demilitarization.
In this context we think it’s important to tell you a little bit about the reality of our
detention. From the moment we were asked for our cell phones, we had no contact with
the outside world for five full days, with the exception of two visits from the US
consular office—witnessed by the very SSS officers who were our jailers and
interrogators. In other words, we could not be open with our lifeline. We had sporadic
access to food and water, particularly worrisome for our team member Joel, who is
diabetic and was denied access to his medication for over two days. We were housed in
spaces with various amounts of control, mostly none, over temperature, which varied
from 60 to 100 degrees by our estimation. After only two hours of sleep, we were
woken for anywhere from four to eight hours of interrogation.
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While we had different experiences, each of us was interrogated anywhere from one to
four times, with anywhere from reasonable tactics to psychologically and borderline
physically abusive tactics. We were subjected to low level ridicule, good cop/bad cop
mind games, and a stream of misinformation or no information intended to be
maddening. While there are more details and personal difficulties in this process, we
reiterate that we are sadly aware that this is nothing in comparison to what others have
gone through. We will be fine and do not mean to harp on our ordeal—our suffering is
just so relatively minimal.
We are all very aware as the days played out that it is only because of the tremendous
pressure brought by all of you that we were released within one week rather than
detained for more than a month. They were extremely clear with us that they wanted to
send a strong message. They did not mince words with me that I should pay, and so
should my film crew, for having the nerve to come to the Niger Delta to make a
documentary. Given that you took a risk to support us personally, we would like to
leverage that hard work to shed light on the principle for which you fought.
I have worked in my life on projects related to due process, illegal detentions and even
the Japanese American incarcerations in the 1940’s. What were intellectual and
philosophical commitments have become very differently personal. Being seized at
gunpoint because the authorities do not like what you are saying and want you to shut
you up is a staggeringly terrifying experience. And even though I cannot imagine in
precisely what ways, I know, and we know, that this has materially changed us.
During the time that we were detained and interrogated, we learned later, the price of
oil had hit a record high. But it is only now, we feel, that each of us has actually paid
the true price of oil. It is this loss of humanity necessary to maintain power structures
where violence, militarization, environmental devastation and corruption are the
downstream consequences of our current oil infrastructure. This is it. Things have got
to change. If our experiences could bring even the smallest improvement in the quality
of life for the people who originally inspired this work, it truly would all have been worth
it.
We don’t want to just end this episode with the seemingly more valuable American lives
being saved. This story is not about our detainment. At this point, we are home safely;
but the suffering that inspired us to risk being there is ongoing and widespread. We
were made to pay a small price for bringing cameras to a place that the powerful want
hidden. The people there are paying the high price of oil having been found under their
feet. We are asking that you continue the work for the people left behind.
When the JTF first detained us, it was clear that they thought they could intimidate us
into turning against each other, particularly the four Americans turning against Joel.
This was the first in a series of disappointments for the Nigerian authorities. We all
stayed together even while separated for hours of interrogation. The second
disappointment was that they really could not find anything to charge us with, after
days of this interrogation and examination of all of our seized property. Lastly, because
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of the pressure you brought, they could not get away with illegally detaining us
indefinitely to send their message.
We hope that this episode does not end with a new warning for Americans and
journalists to stay away. We hope it inspires more pressure for international attention
toward binding talks between the Nigerian Government, militants, oil companies,
NGO’s, the military and all stakeholders in the region. Nigeria can be a triumph of
preventive diplomacy. It can be a place where we work to turn the corner on the old
ways of blatant exploitation for resources. The triumph cannot happen in a vacuum or
without witnesses. That’s why we went there to film a documentary. And that’s why we
are so grateful that the level of support for us reflects the commitment to telling this
story at this time.
What we experienced was brutal, yes. But it hasn’t erased our memories of the Nigeria
we had come to love before this. It is a beautiful country with many brave people trying
to leave behind the old guard for good. We support that effort with all our hearts. Thank
you.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

April 22, 2008 5:38 p.m.

Dear Diary:
This entry is all about Sean. Here is an email that he just sent out that speaks his heart to EVERYONE who emailed, called, prayed, worried, cried, worked, and spoke on his behalf:

"I'd usually apologize for sending any sort of mass email, but I can't fathom how many people where here for me, Laurie and my family over the last week.

I don't really know how to begin; or end, for that matter. I do know I am grateful beyond words for the response, care, hard work and relentlessness of you all. I do know, in all honesty, it was the intense and immediate reaction from everyone involved here in the states, all within a matter of hours, which fully determined the fate of me and the rest of the crew. Had we not had Senators, the US Ambassador and everyone else flooding the State Department and the Nigerian government I would absolutely still be held there right now.

I know Laurie has been in touch with everyone, and kept everyone in the loop, so I'll try to keep this brief. I came home to almost 100 square feet of photos, emails and notes from hundreds of people who had contacted her and I can't remember another time feeling so overwhelmed with gratitude. To think that in some of the darkest hours, days into my detainment in a Nigerian secret service jail, when asked by the US consular to fill in a list of 3 people they should contact on my behalf, I struggled to find 3 names. Something terrible and despairing happens to a mind stripped of free will, even if just for just a few days, something I'll never be able to fully understand. I can't possibly imagine how it destroys the minds of those in far worse situations all over the world, every day. It is an experience I hope to keep close to me.

Needless to say I am doing OK, healthy, a little exhausted. The whole experience is far more anti-climatic than the press and television wish it was. We we're very much frogs in a pot of warming water - no guns firing or anything - everything happened painfully slow and gradual and before we knew it we were half way across the country from where we started, stripped of all our possessions and locked away. In the end the intensity was all far more psychological than physical, and I'm sure it will take a while to fully decompress.

I am sorry I haven't even conceptualized getting back to the phone calls and emails, but if I miss one I just wanted to make sure you all know I am so honored to have you all so close. The sense of community I came home to was incredible and inspiring and has undoubtedly changed me.

Thank you all, and I look forward to seeing many of you again very soon. And please forward this to anyone you might have contacted on my or Laurie's behalf--

gratefully,
Sean "

He will be eternally grateful. Thank you...

Monday, April 21, 2008

April 21, 2008 4:37 p.m.

Dear Diary:

Basking in the sunshine of a son returned home! Yesterday was long but so satisfying. To see and hug our dear one was the best gift!

We arrived at the airport at 2:15, about the time their flight landed. We trekked upstairs to the conference room that had been reserved for the families to meet up with the crew before the press conference. I was tentative. I didn't know how I was going to respond. Part of me didn't want to be there. I felt like he might need some space. Maybe he would just want to see and spend time with Laurie. I'm a mother. I know how it works. There comes a time in every young man's life when his mother is no longer the central woman in his world. I'm okay with that. Maybe it was a mistake for me to come. Waiting was hard. I felt uneasy. It was weird, surreal. Then, they walked through the doors with their escorts. I hung back. First David and deep, lasting hugs. Then Laurie, and tears and hugs and kisses and more lingering hugs. I shouldn't have come. They need their time, their space. Then, "Mama," and the hug and the joy. We all went into the conference room. More hugs and handshakes--strangers had become friends, more than friends, nearly family. We share a strange, invisible bond with these people who we might otherwise not even met. Then Senator Cantwell entered the room. Mood changed--awe for a moment. She is, after all, a US Senator. But then, she is also just a human being, one to whom we owe a great deal. She was gracious. She met everyone. She asked for their stories. She wanted to know what the "takeaway" was. What should she, should the US government be doing to help change things in the Niger. Then we were interrupted. We had to vacate the conference room and head to the "theater" for the press conference. As we walked toward the stairs we could see down below us a gathering of journalists with tv cameras, still cameras and clipboards and pens. I was walking in the front of the line but quickly gave up my spot. Didn't want to be the first one on film. We made our way into the room where, after everyone was settled, Senator Cantwell made her statements and then introduced the director, Sandy. Sandy read their statement and that is when it hit me. That's when the tears finally came. It was that moment when I realized that we hadn't really known the whole story and God, in his infinite wisdom, had guarded us from the whole truth. If we had not been shielded I would have been paralyzed with fear. The awful truth is that they suffered much worse than we imagined and were possibly in much worse danger than we imagined. From being forced at gunpoint into trucks and hauled from the creeks to Warri to Abuja (hours by truck in the middle of the night) to being deprived of water when it was more than 100 degrees at times in their cells. And yes, the men were kept in a cell behind bars. They were in fact arrested, contrary to what we had been told. and their captors seemed very pleased to have snagged a group of filmmakers. They were interrogated and intimidated. Sean was repeatedly asked to divulge names and addresses of everyone he knew. They were asked repeatedly what each piece of equipment was for and why they had it. When they were visited by the representative of the consulate it was always in the presence of their captors so that they felt intimidated about saying anything honest. This was translated to us as "not complaining" about their treatment! Maddening!! We were told that they were flown to Abuja, that they were being well cared for; that they were getting medical attention even though one of them who was diabetic was denied his insulin for 2 days. And in the end, they realized that no matter how badly they were treated, they were still being treated better than Nigerians in the same position.

I will continue to share over the next few days. In the meantime, folks who have missed it can see the press conference at these two links: http://www.king5.com/localnews/stories/NW_042108WAB_filmmakers_nigeria_seattle_SW.86ff7c15.html#
http://www.komotv.com/news/local/17961724.html

I am so glad to have Sean home. God is good. I am proud of him and his part in trying to draw international attention to what our dependence on oil has wreaked on the Niger Delta.

Sunday, April 20, 2008

April 20, 2008 10:48 a.m.

Dear Diary:
As the moment nears and we have Sean safely back in the family fold I become more circumspect. The economy of oil just got really personal for our family. I know that there are many families all over the world for whom it is terribly personal--and destructive--but now it has come home to a family who is as far removed from the oil fields as we can get. My son was put through this trauma because of the economy of oil. That is all. He was there as a journalist to record the impacts of oil production in the Niger Delta--impacts to everyone. They have interviewed folks on all sides: government, industry, military, militant, resident. Oil production affects them all in some way--some needless to say more negatively than others. But it affects them--and us--all. We have allowed the oil economy to supersede our humanity. Just as with all elements of life, power and money become more important than people. They are the world's gods. Look what the oil economy has done in our own country: 9/11, terrorists at home and abroad, war and the sacrifice of our young men and women in the military and the people of middle eastern countries; deeper poverty for our own population...the list goes on. It makes me sick to fill up my car, to buy medications and plastics that require petroleum for production, to purchase anything especially if it required shipping to get here. We in America like to pretend that since we only see the final outcome--the fuel we need available at all times when we need it--we can conveniently turn a blind eye to where it came from and what trouble, pain and terror it causes in the parts of the world unlucky enough to produce it. Enough said...

April 20, 2008, 8:35 a.m.

Dear Diary:
Can't come soon enough! Only a few more hours now! They should soon be over US airspace!
We will meet them at the airport and then there will be a press conference. They want as many people there as possible. The latest press release says this:

FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE

APRIL 19, 2008

4:00 PM PDT

AMERICAN FILM CREW RETURNS TO U.S. AFTER WEEKLONG DETAINMENT

BY NIGERIAN GOVERNMENT

The four American filmmakers who were detained by Nigerian State Security are now en route to Seattle and scheduled to land tomorrow afternoon, Sunday, April 20th. They were officially released and allowed to leave the country after undergoing “final processing” by Nigerian officials yesterday.

For the first time they will speak to the press about their weeklong ordeal, as well as the increasingly volatile climate in the Niger Delta. Family members, and representatives from the Washington State delegation and other U.S. lawmakers that helped gain their release have been invited.

Director Sandy Cioffi, producer Tammi Sims and photojournalists Sean Porter and Cliff Worsham were in Nigeria to finish the documentary Sweet Crude, about the effects of oil production on the people and environment of the Niger Delta.

A press conference is scheduled for Sunday, April 20th, 4:00 pm PDT at SeaTac Airport. Exact location and other information will follow.

Saturday, April 19, 2008

April 19, 2008 3:41 p.m. (12:44 a.m. Amsterdam Time)

Dear Diary:
Their plane is enroute! We are now operating on Amsterdam time! They should arrive there about 5:30 a.m. AT and leave about 1:30 p.m. AT and arrive home around 2:15!!!

April 19, 2008 2:43 p.m. (10:43 p.m. Nigeria Time)

Dear Diary:
They are finally on their plane in Lagos about to depart for Amsterdam. We are breathing a collective sigh of relief for each little baby step toward freedom.

Saturday, April 19 12:20 p.m. (8:20 p.m. Nigeria Time)

Dear Diary:
One day closer to seeing our dear one. We know he is in Lagos, Nigeria, having flown there from Abuja today. We know that they are hoping to leave Lagos soon. We are still not able to share too many details but they are well and excited to be coming home. Hopes are high.

With luck we will see them tomorrow...more soon!

Friday, April 18, 2008

April 18, 2008 1:30 p.m. (9:30 p.m. Nigeria Time)

Dear Diary:
I'm sorry to be so cryptic but since they are still in country we are trying to be careful. David did get the best birthday present ever...a call from his son! He is safe, healthy and glad to be heading home soon but obviously still very cautious and careful about what he does and says. We still hope to see him by the end of the weekend...

April 18, 2008 9:03 a.m. (5:00 p.m. Nigeria Time)

Dear Diary:
Correction...not on the way to the airport but definitely free and getting ready to come home. More soon...